Dirtiest Raceplay BDSM story ever?
This sickest of BDSM stories features the systematic degradation of an educated modern black woman by white racists. And her descent into this muck-filled hell that she comes to crave. Among bdsm stories this is pretty lewd. And it’s told in the most graphic, nastiest way possible. It even features forced incest (the woman is made to perform with her daughter) and bestiality (the scenes with the dogs are stomach-turning). So how do I know about this trashy tale?
I have to confess I discovered this story online surfing for a Raceplay BDSM story. No one dragged me; I wasn’t forced. I have to confess that I have become a fan of bdsm stories featuring rape and sexual humiliation. And one day, surfing, I found this eBook. I sampled it and then bought it. And I’m still embarrassed to say that I masturbate while reading it. That fact that I’m a woman makes that a bit more complicated. It would seem that these types of Raceplay BDSM story appeals to young white guys. I know I’m not alone in taking a lurid interest in bdsm stories, but it still isn’t easy.
And the fact that I’m a black woman in her late thirties makes all this even more problematic. I can’t explain it, but as I’ve gotten older it is becoming easier to accept what I am and that I like raceplay bdsm stories featuring black women abused by older white men. But, it still does make me a bit ashamed. The result is that virtually none of my friends know about my raceplay bdsm story addiction. I did have a boy friend for four years, but I wasn’t able to reveal this side of me to him. So, you can see that I’m not at all at ease here. But writing this blog entry is a form of penance for me. And I take comfort that I’m not alone.
Raceplay BDSM Story Reviews
Leslie Parma is an experienced writer of bdsm stories and Black Woman’s Sexual Humiliation was written for a fan. But, this was not just any raceplay bdsm stories fan. She is a black woman… a professor no less. She wrote two separate reviews of this raceplay bdsm story. I include them here so you can see why I take comfort in what she wrote:
Review by: Vanessa Jefferson on April 14, 2013 :
I hope this and other authors are inspired by this bdsm story and the painful, truthful authenticity of my response to further explore and write more about the humiliation and degradation of black women and girls by white men, boys, women and girls in ways that let us see into the deepest, darkest passages of the savages we still are, whatever fragile vestiges and flimsy veils of delusion and denial we dredge up to trudge our way through the day.
(reviewed long after purchase)
Review by: Vanessa Jefferson on April 14, 2013 : (no rating)
As an African American professor of race and gender studies and mother of a daughter just out of law school, I found this story deeply disturbing on several levels… because of its degrading and disgusting racial and sexual stereotypes conveyed by the black mother and daughter in the story… because of the compulsive, submissive masochistic arousal the mother and daughter are perversely conveyed to experience at the repulsive, sadistic cruelty of their treatment by white men and women and even boys and girls… and because, most shameful and humiliating of all, I asked, even begged, Leslie to write it based on my fantasies and experiences.
As with other bdsm stories, Leslie wrote it well, pacing the plot and briefly, deftly tracing the characters with an empathetic sensitivity and acuity all the more astonishing–and all the more disturbingly anguishing–in the midst of the brutality and cruelty of the racist, misogynist sadism to which mother and daughter are subjected. It sears my soul to analyze, recognize and agonize over how historically, culturally and personally resonant this story truly is. I shudder with mortifying, horrifying fear and (self-) loathing over the prospect of my daughter reading this bdsm story and this review, uncovering and discovering her mother (and herself?) wrenched from years of delusion and denial, awash in excruciating shame drenched in gushing…
I sense, as you might, that the respondent has some “issues” with her own self-image. But then again, I’m convinced that all black women have some of these same issues. There is an undercurrent of self-loathing in our lives that is inexplicable. And that it’s connected to our sexual identities is fairly apparent. It doesn’t take a rocket scientist to see that this woman masturbates thinking about being a degraded slave. For those of you who are not particularly familiar with the issue of black slavery and its impact on the psyches of black women, I can refer to you a very basic article in Wikipedia:
The sad legacy of hundreds of years of slavery and denial by everyone has had a powerful effect on all our souls. And I feel it very personally. I have fantasies about being bound and whipped by a sadistic older white man. Have been thinking of this sort of scene since I was 15. Personally, I can picture myself being brought out for punishment, my dress being ripped off and then tied to a tree, facing my master, with others standing by and laughing at my plight, grinding my thighs together in fearful anticipation of the lash. And it’s imagining the fear, the shame and the loss of control that arouses me.
Being the dirty object of a group of men’s lust. I imagine being raped by the master, his overseers and even given to favored slaves to use. Dragged around by my hair, I am roughly used and sexually humiliated over and over again until I’m just a sobbing, sweaty mess with cum running down my thighs. The men call me names, taunt and mock me. I get wet thinking about it almost every time.
My Nook is near my bed and for the last two months and I have used it to power my masturbation at bedtime by re-reading Black Woman’s Sexual Humiliation. Personally, I have several scenes that turn me on, but more and more I see myself as the woman’s daughter and go back to those juicy parts over and over again. My hope is that other women who read this, especially black women, will use this post to understand what they feel.
For those of you who want to sample this Raceplay BDSM Story go here:
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